To save my soul from disaster, self-destruction could be the answer.
Sometimes I feel more dead than alive
Sometimes I feel I can do it this time
Sometimes I feel so empty inside
Sometimes I feel like I’m losing my mind
Sometimes I feel like trash cast aside
Sometimes I feel suffocated by the lies
Sometimes I feel nothing at all
Sometimes I feel everything is my fault
Sometimes I feel the hate break my mind
Sometimes I feel they deserve it this time
Sometimes I feel my scars are for rent
Sometimes I feel my hands around their necks
- Otep Shamaya, I, Alone
Can’t we all associate with this?
(via artsavesallofme)
More so than ever.
It’s just the way that we’re diseased
It’s the plague that stains us
It’s the sweetest disease
It’s so contagious
- Otep Shamaya, Special Pets (via artsavesallofme)
Only 2 more nights to go.
Sometimes I feel
more dead than alive
Sometimes I feel
I can do it this time
Sometimes I feel
so empty inside
Sometimes I feel
like I’m losing my mind
Sometimes I feel
like trash cast aside
Sometimes I feel
suffocated by the lies
Sometimes I feel nothing at all
Sometimes I feel everything is
my fault
Sometimes I feel
the hate break my mind
Sometimes I feel they deserve it this time
Sometimes I feel my scars are for rent
Sometimes I feel my hands
around their necks
DON’T - try to be the ONE - person
Who has STAYED - just to say
They never left me!
Aggravated, complicated, someone say to
God, I never learn…
She’s locked up with a spinning wheel She can’t recall what it was like to feel She says, “This room’s gonna be my grave And there’s no one who can save me,
“Shallot”-Emilie Autumn (via thispunkmandy)
Great song and great lyrics.
Places everyone, this is a test! Throw your stones, do your damage, your worst and your best. All the world is a judge, but that doesn’t compare to what I do to myself when you’re not there.
“My Last Stand” by Walls of Jericho
Day breaks
the wondering begins
night without regret
couldn’t face my suffering within,
where I come from, where I’ve been
I can’t go down that path again
There’s always a trail of broken hearts
you welcome bitter ends
it’s always the first of fall apart
so I try to escape the past
but I’m running no where fast
[x2]
I will fight
risk my life
give my heart
to find my home
I’m searching for
my dreams to finally last
I search for something real
I search this world for a soul as lost as mine
but all the roads I’ve seen before
look harder than they were last time
I’m a heart with a will that’s just as strong
I’m learning to survive
In search of hope
I push to carry on
waiting for the journey’s end and a lifetime to begin
[x3]
I will fight
risk my life
give my heart
to find my home
I will fight
